Many things to talk about for tdy.
WARNING : this is gna be a wordy post.
Went for oral and it was a @#$%^!
Obviously I can't read more thn half of the passage.
I mumbled like almost all the way.
Shitballzxz, conversation was worse.
I can't speak proper chinese.
I was like mixing both chinese and english languages together :/
I really felt like giving up at that point of time.
Was crap, this makes me hate chinese more than anything(?)
Had BrigadeKnowledge test right after oral.
OH SO GREEAT! I didn't have time to study at all!
( thanks to that stupid oral. Fuck! )
The test was crap. I didn't now how to do like more thn half.
The most stupid thing about me is that:
I actually forgot who's the brigade president!
- when i'm gna see her like tmrw.
HOW STUPID CAN I BE?!
K, so conclusion, my rank will probably be stripped off.
Whatever shit is that, I knw I've done my best.
Another thing, enrolment service tmrw.
Good news : Fall in @ 7:30 in full u.
Bad news : I haven't polish my boots. Refreshment's @ 11 (?)
My back's gna hurt like hellzxz! Thanks to cramp.
Hope I won't casualty tmrw. * fingers crossed! *
Hmm, I tried to do chinese just now.
What the fuck, I feel like a failure.
I kept telling myself that I needa do my chinese hw!
( If not will pile up mountains of them real soon! )
I knw I neeeda read more chinese, do more chinese.
But when i started reading, I just can't continue, even though I can read.
It's like you read halfway, thn your mind can't process anymore.
" You can't even overcome the first step, what else are you capable of? "
" What do you wna do in the future? What can you do? "
Crap lah! It's only chinese that can make me like this.
Hello (?) Listen, not even history! ONLY CHINESE.
It's not that I don't wna do Rg's hw!
I did try to make my best effort, which to anyone else is nothing at all.
I don't care how you wna look at me, I knw myself better thn you do.
You can say that I give up easily, I'm useless or whatever.
Your freedom of speech.-
One more thing. I don't wna mention. It's privacy.
I freaking wasted half the afternoon cause of this.
@#$%!@#$!@#$!$%^&*&^%$#!@
BAD NEWS : All the hw that I owe has to be in on Monday.
Tmrw = crap. ( enrolment = no time for hw )
Tdy = triple crap.
I can't wait for chinese to become extinct.