Hello (: haven’t been really updating hurh.. had been down these few days. Common tests are shit! My vocab was terrible so I dint really understand the passage -.- anyhow do, and I failed. ( fail English retain / drop to NA ) depressed! ROARS! Maths was horrible. I couldn’t finish on time, left a four-mark qn blank! Wth, I knw how to do can! One mark to an A. so like, * vulgarities * ! Gahh :/ Chinese was the worst! I spent half an hour reading the text and I still don’t understand. Chiong like siao in the end, last ten minutes -.- whatever! Science was ohkay, but had this don’t knw what qn that mr lim didn’t talk about in class. Hahaha, its alright lah (: literature, I dint have enough time to complete too! ): had 16/25. don’t want to care so much le.. 16 considered ohkay for me cause I only did one qn ++. Was really satisfied though, cause if I finish can get more one lo! Gahh :/ had history tdy, was the ****. I read everything except for chapter five. Wth. Structure base was on chapter five! Arghh, damn! It’s like twenty marks and the total score is thirty. Shit manzxz! Hopefully I pass lah!

Reflected a lot today when at the stadium. Really broke down. Was terrible! THANKYOU CHIANGLIMIN FOR PEI-ING ME! Hmm, I’m starting to hate everything, every situation I come across cause I just can’t seem to do anything good. Well, I can’t help it. Decided to just IGNORE EVERYTHING extra THING! If not, I don’t knw when I’ll break down again. Realized that it is only when I studied in secondary school, I’d lost my freedom, my fun, my love, my everything except that I gained stress and blames. I need a break now.

Promise will finish the dedications when I’m in a nice ndp mood (: gahh :/ sorry. I need to learn to appreciate people arnd me. Sorry if I’d been unreasonable! Tc people, give me a break.