im really tired of living.
really.especially in my class.
idk why i feel that i dunt belong there.
my heart doesn't wna be there.
cos its alr with another class
im seriouly despo for an appeal,
to change my class.so yea.
have to jiayous for midyear
so can have chance to appeal to another class
i miss my girls.only they can give me laughter.
only with them i can be my ownself.
i got miss chanleechien also larhs.
i just dunt have a sense of belonging there,
im just so sorry.
ages since i be myself.
until wed,went to flor hse
with nicole, limin &diane
we had so much fun together
in the pool splashing eachother,
playing in the gym,
relaxing & 'drying' ourselves in the steamrm,
playing at the playground,
walking limin to the busstop,
tanning in the sun,
&getting caught by the security.
ever since i left mayflower,
i dint had so much fun.
i really miss the days back.
with leechien, beating& hitting arnd
with elevens talking craps
all these i swear i'll nvr forget.
& now, all these are gone
im so tired of staying in my class.
i nid air, i nid all of them.
my life wouldn't be complete w/o them
they can make me laugh, be myself
emo-ing soon.
i think i cant survive long at the rate,
that im emo-ing every lesson.
the only lesson i look forward to
is english & my recess with my girls.
im really, really tired. of living this kind of life,
which is not mine.emoing isnt a part of my life in the past.
get lost b4 i vent all my angers & sorrows at you.
i nid a shoulder to cry on.really.
i've really got alot to tell xuting they all.
Lord, pls give me the time.Amen.

you're a different person,
it really breaks my heart,
looking at you emo-ing.